In prior posts I spoke of "process", methods to cultivate growth or peace of mind, but this perpetuates the illusion that there is a "you" who has to make choices, exert will, defend status, and pursue a goal. The truth may be that all efforts to cultivate a "positive" process only slow down the dissolution of ego. The one you think you are... the one earning or losing credit, growing along a path... and even the one who reports finding more peace... is not who you are. The big joke/irony is the only process is to question who it is claiming process. Who is this illusory self who clings, or rejects a path; who wants a future outcome so they can be better? "What is it that believes, "I'm undergoing a process?"
(to those who seek karma credits, favor of God, or "+" self image, the goal isn't collecting good karma, a seat by God's throne, or to be admired by guru - it's no karma, and dissolution into the divine.). I put that in parens as I think all that is mind stuff humans invented to try to grok the ineffable. In Ken Wilber land that's blue/orange and for orange swap God for boss and karma for promotion/respect. But who is it that craves respect or ticket to heaven? It's not you as USP (Ultimate Subjective Position). Some of the West say, "It's God's will", gurus of East say, "There is no doer" and some artists follow the muse or are channelling. This can be combined with Integral (yellow) and you allow energy to move along chakras/stages without taking credit or shame. The one you think you are... the one earning or losing credit, growing along a path... and even the one who reports finding more peace... is not who you are.
these are me believing I am "Jordan the artist"
http://youtu.be/6Pj5zXGhvJQ
this is more true (no identity and thus no doer)
POETIC VERSION:
Stalking About Process
By Jordan and YouTube
YOUTUBE'S SPEECH TO TEXT INTERPRETATION
(with minor editing)
Stalking about process
0:05
artistic processors purchase process
0:07
how it is for me
0:09
three months after
0:10
situations where i'm not kidding
0:13
censoring
0:14
try to present myself! enough! positive
life!
0:19
feels like it's very helpful for both
0:23
bleeding hearts in spiritual night
sometimes more
0:26
affected
0:27
lesser constructed
0:29
let's try to send George itself
0:33
pass with a lot of the things that i
talk about
0:38
resort contradictions of paradoxes
0:43
i want to paradox
0:45
uh... in regards to this
0:51
and it's this
0:53
when warranties examine their process
0:58
and whether it's uh...
0:59
artistic process like this or spiritual like that
1:01
what accounts for land forces while earning
1:04
are those special processing times what habits
break uh...
1:09
waiting. watching. Too much! To use either
1:11
uh...
1:12
druggist?
1:15
sexual exploits? You know, whatever
1:17
it is that people think they are on
spiritual
1:21
activities
1:25
and so art teachers or spiritual teachers may say
1:29
Don't do that! Priorities! Process! Stick to opening
provisions! Certainty! Versions!
1:32
Virgins founded on
1:33
a coalition. September's cell
1:40
paradoxes stink
1:42
to be helpful
1:44
if you go around killing people
1:46
and spirituality ... Santana? That's very
much
1:49
and if you're around
1:51
uh... talking about
1:53
accounting firms
1:57
forty hours a day... maybe you can tell you
the storefront pre-party that you know
2:03
that he makes a point on a deeper level
2:06
the ultimate question
2:10
who is it that's observed the process? Buzzwords.
2:13
The more you set up process, the more you
feel identity is going through a process.
2:17
Martyr, i would say that's the one
who's going through process.
2:22
teachings like those that do work
2:25
an easy observer
2:28
silent witness
2:30
seeing something else entirely
2:33
who you are
2:35
it's going to run
2:42
when he's going to a process any process
2:45
he's not you
2:46
when he's going through a process
2:50
any process, he's not him
2:52
what's going through a process, any process, is not you
2:56
you can't go through a process. Something goes, just not a real thing. A pretend thing. A pretense.
2:58
who observes thoughts?
3:01
who creates them?
3:03
who disagrees with them or agrees with
them?
3:07
Working.
3:09
process is happening. but not to you.
3:12
the process is happening! The false sense of self, himself, is in the
process
3:14
Get the process? Who is observing
the process. (?)
3:18
Their reactions
3:19
to get processed positively negatively
praising you
3:22
British perch or just advancement, Chris
has nuclear locked up there.
3:27
That's mine! (fear process ain't yours either)
3:29
might have thoughts about the process?
3:33
processed by you
3:36
not happening to you
3:38
whatever the processes has led to
3:40
because i know you are
3:42
thank you, Bill!
3:44
i spoke in the last video. Processes
happened
3:49
process is happening
3:51
denying (or wishing) a process is happening is a process. my denial of self is a process.
3:54
Rattled?
3:57
The error agrees
3:59
we think thoughts are processed
4:03
therefore that we need
4:06
to hasten (change, retard or reverse) the process, to improve the
process
4:09
true results meant the processor is favorable
4:13
ironically by all this we mean nothing
4:16
look at the situation with the process: As we
4:19
being an identity, of personality, believe we regulate process
4:24
cassettes are are quickly slowing down the
process
4:27
uh... the process is not happening Tutsi
to yourself that you are tapping
4:33
something
4:34
but my absurd premise is, "That happened to an
abuser!"
4:37
(you want process?) Do something something that's not.
4:39
something where you mistake the Self
for yourself (what's yours is ours and nobody's)
4:42
leave your personality. it's usually
adaptive
4:45
uh... cell for the smallest?
4:46
uh... but you're not so small... yet?
4:48
Time! Gotcha! The more you upset process
4:50
the more your identification as processor or processee..
4:53
your entity,
4:55
exaggerated
posted by jordan (mudandroses@gmail.com) @ 11:59 AM
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